The new me is calm and composed and takes her time. The new me knows this online style is a matter of choice and that I can redesign it at will. I am able to stop and reflect in succinct perfection. I am changing and growing into exactly what I want.

I do want to love this show and digest it and be stimulated by it. i willingly give it power to seduce me and sometimes send me off have cocked...BUT I do have a choice in how I interact here on my own or with others who join the discussion. I am keenly interested in what the professionals say. this is simply a soap opera with teeth and I admit HBO has me in its thrall.

April showed traits that reminded me of me....eeeek.
Mia was a sad and vengeful young 20 year/...still! That collaboration should have been nipped in the bud..conflict of interest et al.

i do not like paul with haircut...makes him seem rogueishly youngish..adolescentish etc. i felt we saw the character of paul in as many facets as the light could shine...it was really pauls showcase.
another thing..it is annoying trying to figure out what thread has the most juice..or what to say on this blog vs who to ask to be friends. How much time do you think I will be online &^%$# around with this? i want a few choice spots and then enough already.

I want my own Paul Weston. Really I do. I adore Psychology and Psychiatry and am willing and able to go there. Lets talk!

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