Imagine the surprise of having IT show up at 7pm instead of 9!!!? That is the delight i was handed last night..I have my Tv set to autorecord and auto tune for all new episodes and all of a sudden there it was!

here is your dinner served in bed! haha

Now i am up early to scan the thread headings..noticing the new ones sprouting like rosebuds..I have something to cut and paste here..discussing a subject close to home I cannot share this show with husband at all..he knows I adore it but he will hear nothing about it. he shuts me down immediatly..likens it to me having to hear construction talk/details..at the end of his day.

That is one fraction of the difficulties I have with "The two men" which are/is my husband. i am very lonely here...the illumination of his inner landscape is untrustworthy and miragelike. i am very lonely here.
here is paragragh on FOI in marriage:

Fear of intimacy is different than fear of commitment. You can be married and not know your partner emotionally, intellectually, or spiritually. In fact, loneliness in marriage is more difficult than being lonely as a single person or widow. Marital loneliness springs from fear of intimacy in one or both partners."