HI guys...I am at the *&^% library again...and certain terminals have ridiculous firewalls so I am unable to &^%respond directly without a bunch of clicki jumping around.

I am feeling really low. I experienced my first Monday with no In Treatment...( final week/episode scheduling that came with no warning!!) this freaked me out. It was a part of a big slide into a funk. I feel like I have run out of gas.

Every positive self talk idea is ..like.....GONE.

tonight I believe there is an episode...but i believe all the standard order is changed..I am not sure who I will get tonight...Laura?


I love sophie. I hope to see her set free...tumbling away on the balance beam of life and grateful to Paul who got her to trust again.

Also...I found a fat article in my local paper on Bi Tipul...with a color picture of the Israeli cast. If any of you want a copy please let me kn0ow and I will snail mail it out.

I have no technology at home guys...not even a land line.
Getting it scanned and uploaded here or elsewhere is more of a hassle than mailing

So I want to share it with you!

I already miss you. what are we going to do now?