Feb 18, 2008 4:21 AM
Hi again me. Today was very hard. Today was a day I had to repeat to myself over and over and over, what would John do? It saved me. I still feel broken, but I did what was necessary, and I didn't resent my kid for doing nothing around here, and complaining if he has to go to the store for food. He's 28 for pete'sake. I know, John said, the resentments are part of the story, but it feels so good to let them go. I feel a little more sane.
So strange to be journaling in such a public place, but I'm not really concerned. All of you who wondered who I was came and read my profile at some point, and no one posts here, so it feels pretty safe.
I wish that Dangr, how ever you spell her name would write to me here. I know she thinks I'm weird because I didn't go meet her. There is a good reason. But it's not something I could post on the board, so, I'll just let it lie here.
Better luck tomorrow Cindy, Tomorrow is another day.
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